怀念

2005年,我经历了的人生中太多太多的悲欢离合。我亲吻过她的额头,强忍泪水道离别时,我也骗自己说这不会是我们祖孙俩的诀别。可三年前的今天,太(祖母的汉阳方言发音),世上最疼爱我的那个人走了。那个时刻的我,远在病榻千里之遥,一周之后才得知噩耗。还清楚的记得那个夜晚,Zhang Ying姐的电话,Leng Wei的安慰,Boulder十月的寒冷夜晚,和那闪烁的火星。

来美国之前,我们一直生活在一起,二十二岁年。她是一个最典型的20世纪中国女性,经历过战争和斗争,含辛茹苦把五个儿女抚养大,在晚年把所有的关爱给予了六个孙儿,我无疑是最受宠爱的那个。太的大水缸、破蒲扇、硬枕头、饼干盒、日立电视机是我童年的回忆。太家有我所有玩过和破坏过的乐器,有我种过的向日葵,有我的烟盒存钱罐,还有我从未见过面的祖父照片。太照顾疼爱我的一幕一幕更是印在我的心坎里。

至我上大学开始,太因年纪原因,一直被病魔折磨。前一周我从学校回家,还喝着太煨的莲藕排骨汤,这个周末她却躺在社区医院里吸氧。太的病情一直这样反复中慢慢恶化。直到05年的那个元旦过后,太基本上就住在医院里,每日输液。病魔折磨得太很痛苦,她一直顽强地撑着,她说她想看到她孙子出国的那一天。离别时我说一年后回来看她老人家的时候她的病肯定就好了,尽管我知道太可能等不到那一天。她在病床上接到了我报平安的电话,可以想象她是多么高兴和骄傲。九月中旬,她说她病好了,现在出院回家了,叮嘱我不用挂念。我竟幼稚地相信太的身体真的好转了,没说几句就挂了电话。没想到这是我们最后的通话。太痛苦地走了,前往那个世界对她来说也是一种解脱。

我这个不孝的孙子,在一年半后的冬天才在太的坟前磕头烧纸上香,在三年后才算写一点纪念的文字。这段经历也教会了我要珍惜所有爱自己的人。虽然我从未对太说过,她一定知道,我爱我最最慈爱、善良、宽容、无私的太。

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saving environment in china is urgent (zz from science)

(http://www.sciencemag.org/cgi/content/full/321/5889/611)
Blue Skies for China

Bojie Fu

With the Olympic games opening next week, the spotlight has been on China’s final push to reduce atmospheric pollution by limiting automobile use in Beijing, expanding public transportation, and temporarily shutting down some industries. One can now see a blue sky, a testament to the country’s effort to clean house before the guests arrive. The important question is whether these intentions will be maintained, and even amplified, after the games are finished.

The mismatch between China’s limited natural resources and the demands of a huge population (1.3 billion) has resulted in major environmental pollution, directly affecting public health and fueling social conflicts. Environmental deterioration has been considered one of the important sources of social unrest in Chinese society. In 2005, there were 51,000 conflicts among local residents and polluters over degradation incidents, including contaminated water, dust, and landslides. Furthermore, the environmental degradation caused by a fast-growing economy is itself causing economic losses. Over the past 20 years, the total cost from environmental pollution and ecological deterioration is estimated to have been 7 to 20% of the annual gross domestic product (GDP). In a global context, China will affect, and be affected by, the outside world both economically and environmentally. Effective and innovative strategies, therefore, must be established and implemented not only to facilitate sustainable development in China but to contribute to the sustainable future of the world.

The major environmental challenges include water contamination, air pollution, and land degradation. Last year, 40% of urban wastewater was discharged into neighborhood water bodies without treatment. In 2007, water quality at half of the 197 monitored rivers of China was rated as heavily polluted with ammonium nitrate, permanganate, and petroleum. In more than 60% of China’s large lakes, minerals and organic compounds are so concentrated that there is overproliferation of plant life (especially algae), which has reduced dissolved oxygen and thus depleted the lakes of other organisms, including fish.

Air and land quality are no better. Of the 287 large cities monitored in 2007, only 60.5% had air quality that met the Ministry of Environmental Protection of China standard (comparable to the National Ambient Air Quality Standards of the United States). Land degradation resulting from overexploitation of land resources takes the forms of soil erosion, desertification, and habitat fragmentation. For example, excess erosion from wind and water has deteriorated about 37.1% of China’s total land mass.

The most difficult mission will be to find effective ways to regulate the behaviors and relationships of the various stakeholders–different levels of government, the industrial sectors, and the public–who often have different and sometimes conflicting objectives and expectations. For example, China’s government has made great efforts to mitigate lake eutrophication. However, these efforts have been undermined by local governments’ pursuit of economic growth through industrial development that is not sensitive to environmental issues. Capacity-building is needed in basic scientific research, technological innovation, policy and institutional design, and environmental legislation and enforcement. For instance, market-based incentives for pollution control and efficient resource use, such as those in the United States for vehicle pollution control, are needed. The Chinese environmental management authorities still depend largely on a government command-and-control approach because the market-based mechanism is immature and weak. More financial support from the government is needed to enhance environmental monitoring and management. Although this support has continually increased since the 1980s, the current rate is still below 1.5% of GDP annually. China also needs to develop cost-effective pollution-control (such as wastewater treatment) and resource-recycling technologies, because the current processes are either too costly or not profitable to operate.

For decades, rapid economic growth and the improvement of human living status for the world’s biggest population have been accomplished at the expense of environmental integrity. Now, human welfare, rather than living status, should be a priority in developing a strategy for a sustainable China. Hopefully, the world’s attention, so focused on conditions in Beijing right now, will continue to focus on China’s environmental issues beyond next week.

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some figures of this two week

一篇流水帐

8.0, 4,14,000 and 1,200,000
这次Ms8.0级汶川大地震也同样震碎了咱们游子的拳拳心。千里之遥,我们也做了一些力所能及的工作,在中国学生会的组织下,于短短的四天募集了一万四千刀的善款,第一时间汇往中国红十字会。刚做了两天的志愿活动,就有一股很强的抗拒街头宣传地震募捐的抗拒心理。老爸的一句话“你想想灾区救灾的那些人,他们哪个心里舒服?”,让我接着坚持了另外两次超市门口发传单的差事。真的很敬佩那些以饱满的热情坚持了四天的xdjm们,你们真是好样的!在Denver还有一个巨大的赈灾活动:一个科州大学医学院的华人,联系了一百二十万美金的医疗设备,准备运往成都的华西医院。听说民航和海关都已免去有关费用,一路给予绿灯,但装箱费和从Denver到加州机场的运费都要六万刀,不知道现在有没有凑到。

2, 60 and 10,000
今天是第二次参加Bolder Boulder 10K 长跑。有了去年超乎预期一小时零六分的成绩,今年的目标是跑进一小时。赛前两周,还装模作样地训练了三四次,结果搞得肩酸腿疼(肩的反应应该是workout的副作用),两天前的五小时hiking下来,屁股都开始疼了, md. 今早8:55随着NB wave出发,1 mile过后,发现我们Fantastic Four其他三位成员都消失在茫茫人海里,遂独自奋战余下八点多公里。几次极限关卡,四川同胞的痛苦给了我力量(是真的)。表情狰狞地跑到终点Folsom Field,发现刚好跑了一个小时,误差为一分钟。I made it! 因为我拼过。 唯一可惜的是,贴在后背的北京奥运标识已不知去向,还好胸前的福娃图标还在。其他三位也顺利完成了挑战。冒着‘严寒’,我们收刮了免费发放食品的小摊,消灭冰棍若干。中午临危受命,开车送同学去机场。第一次开这么远,也算又一挑战。(周师兄在送我们去起跑点回来的路上,被人追尾,幸无大碍,特安慰一下)

1,30,000
上周收到一重大利好消息,NASA给了我一个fellowship。 申请这个一年三万的学生奖学金,我一月份花了大概一个月时间写了一个六页的proposal,终于盼来这个好结果。今年的得奖比率超过了25%,比往年要高,所以算是很幸运吧。估计老板的因素也比较大,他之前的InSAR proposal被据, NASA可能觉得过意不去吧。接下来一年的工钱不用愁了。

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为地震灾民献绵薄之力

现在我已不忍心再看有关灾区的图片,只有尽力所能及,帮帮学生会募款。深深地祝福受难的同胞。
http://www.9news.com/news/local/article.aspx?storyid=91844
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google’s street view is so cooool

It’s a fantastic experience to try google earth and google map’s "Street View" feature. How come I just got to know it today? Check out this website http://www.streetviewfun.com/category/best/ 

And a question for gis guys: people started a similar work of street picture database in China at least 5 years ago, where is the Chinese ‘street view’? Is it technically very difficult to make such a product?

 

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!!WANTED!! 联邦调查局找我谈话了

昨天在办公室接到一个电话,找一个姓Chin的人,回答说打错了,查无此人,对话在对方的一句’Shoot. We may have the wrong info on our directory’中结束。三分钟后,老板走到我跟前,说一个Ef Bee I的人打他的电话,说要找我。俺顿时惊讶至茫然。在老板的办公室,我完成了第一次和特工的对话,得知他们依程序选一些国际访者,了解其在美国的状况。约定今天在Hill见面,回答他们的一些问题。老板估计也被震到了,跟我强调’The agent seems to be a nice guy, and he said it will be a benign conversation’.

得知’蟹腿兄’之前有被眷顾到,晚上回家好好咨询了一下。强悍的是,当时还有一个他们实验室的有关人员陪同他一起。我就没有时间找哪个小米跟我一起赴约了,不过心里已经有底,问题和签证官问的差不多。Quan发给了我一篇前人经验文章,比较玄乎。反正自己一直’作风正派’,也没有掌握什么机密,管 他的。

10点整,在指定接头处,很快认出对方, 一着黑西装中等身材中年男子,还有一着职业 装身高略高略年轻的女子,他们来自Denver。首先是我是不是今年二月份来的,显然他们已经掌握了很多,回答曰二月份是回国过年而已。谈话间直奔illegal pete’s,到二楼坐下,我要了杯coke(应该没有下毒),他们买了coffee。才10点,所以就只有我们仨。

男子就是昨天打电话的特工,名片上写的是special agent,还给我看了他的 徽章(我不是在看电影吧?) ,以示其身份 (BTW,他是CU毕业,politics and philosophy bi-major)。女子是一个assistant analyst, 没有show ID,也是CU毕业。他们拿出一张我的信息,是我申请签证时提供的。名字那一栏写着CHIN (last name, first name)。原来特工也会犯低级的错误,把中国的缩写当成我的姓。接下来就很像加长版的签证面试。双方进行了轻松的对话。一些我没有预料到的问题包括:发表paper的标题,有没有简历,在美参加了那些组织(答曰AGU),对当前奥运和西藏问题的看法,在中国有无言论自由,有没有人在我出国和返国时专门找我谈话了解我在美的情况。他们也没有把自己搞得很神秘,也回答了我的几个小问题,包括他们同签证处的关系,他们调查 过 多少外国人 等等。

他们说我是被随机抽到的,但是显然他们了解我去过JPL,签证被check的历史。所以在Denver附近的学生还是有可能被叫去喝咖啡的。这个夏天被叫到的几率可能不会很大,他们要忙8月份的Democratic National Convention。

Anyway, it’s not a bad experience.

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武汉长江隧道双线成功贯通 Cong

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